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Have you ever been

HOARSE?

You know like when you feel like you are
totally loosing your voice


You can still speak



But it is a struggle for you
To talk

Your voice is raspy
Some words people can hear louder

than others


Sounds fade in
and out

And you would rather
 just get

“better”

than to
say anything at all


That’s kinda where I am with this blog…..



I'm

HOARSE

In a literary since..

I have about 18 entries that I have composed
some of them are my daily ramblings

others

About things I have encountered in the past few weeks

but after I read them

they really aren’t saying anything….


That’s why I haven’t posted lately

I can’t seem to write
to
completion

And
if I don’t like what I write
I don’t think you guys will either…...

Yall
I write, post, create
as things come to me...

When I feel things are obligatory
I don't function well...

I don't like to create with limitation
(time frames, a required subject, etc)

my head gets all foggy and
what I do come up
usually isn't a true reflection of me
  
I know.....
I'm probably being too hard on myself
 
so tonight I'm going to go back and review some of the stuff
Ive composed and
maybe try to complete them

if I can......

 

but

if

nothing will come

 

I guess...

I'll write when

I feel it.

 

I remember

When I was taking writing classes

my instructor

(who was not the great)

 

kept saying we had to force ourselves to write

 

I tried that

and

my work

was

GARBAGE....

 

I mean really really bad.

 

So Ive learned that I do better when I write about

my experiences

my life

my truth

 

and

 

For lack of a better term..

 

"My life just aint that interesting right now"

 

Regardless...

I'll get something on here soon..

 

because

even I dont like the inconsistency in my writing

 

Im just trying to cure this literary laryngitis I have

so I can be more productive

and most importantly so

I can

get my

 

VOICE BACK....

 

Regardless,

 

Hope all is well in y'all world..

 

Love Y'all

 

ShellZ