How I've Been

I’ve been

LOVED

Given no guarantees

Thrown to the wolves

Taken advantage of

Listened to

But

NOT

heard

Called out on my

Half narcissistic ways

(Hard to admit that)



Looked at

Commented on

ABUNDANTLY

BLESSED

Slept on

Overlooked

Spoken at

Too

and

ABOUT

Neglected

but given

enough space

I’ve been

Up

And Down

emotionally

And fed myself accordingly

 to get through

both

But......

I've been starving myself

poetically

knowing that these words

feed me

what I need......

I've been alone

but not lonely

comfortable in my space

but

 not quite cozy there

I've held

countless positions

stances

and stood firm in them

 all

Yall

I've missed writing more

than you will ever know......

But I'm

back

finally back

and this feels nice

AND

I have a lot

to say

so get ready.......

LOVE YALL!!