This week was forgive and forget week
I worked through a bunch of opinions I had about people
Old feelings
Emotions
And
Let that shit go.,.
I FEEL SO MUCH BETTER
My sister changed her last name
She’s married now
She’s happy
So….
IM HAPPY…..
I’ve written more chapters in the book
I already posted one excerpt <-------
I worked through a bunch of opinions I had about people
Old feelings
Emotions
And
Let that shit go.,.
I FEEL SO MUCH BETTER
My sister changed her last name
She’s married now
She’s happy
So….
IM HAPPY…..
I’ve written more chapters in the book
I already posted one excerpt <-------
on here
Im in the middle now
And
I feel like I’m kind of getting somewhere
After a conversation last night with one of my best guy friends
I THINK
I found my ending
I think…
if I can get it to match with where Im going with this story
its my ending….
What else…..
Entertained myself listening to a quite a bit of foolishness
QUITE A BIT
I just play my part…
Talked to some old “friends”
Discuss failed relationships, unhappiness
Blah fuckin blah
It’s the same ol same……
Coulda shoulda woulda
I’m over it
My friend asked if Im nervous that people closest to me and some not so close
read my blogs
She wanted to know if Im nervous that I am an open book
My response:
“I SEEM like an open book”
in the words of Buju Banton
“The Full has NEVER been told”
She wants me to meet her friend
He writes poetry
She sent him to this blog
He’s probably reading
“Hello”
((smiles at the computer))
Yall
Everyone at home text each other instead of picking up the phone
When in ROME do as the ROMANS do
so
I’ve been a texting fool this week
When I get back home to Charlotte
I refuse to communicate like that
Found out my crush that I told
NOBODY
about is a total
LOSER
I’m glad I didn’t take my friends
bad advice
and start approaching men first
Im sure the 3 mothers of his children wouldn’t like me approaching him either
Oh well……its all good
Crushes are fun
because
They stay in my mind
my heart
NEVER
Gets involved
Im excited about the New Year… I’ve already started
“cleaning out my closet”
METAPHORICALLY
I’ve been doing that for weeks now..
I know my home boy reads this so I just wanted to say
in a public place
Your theories about women and relationships
PISS ME OFF
But 71.3% of the time you are right…
I hate that
But I listen to you…
I’m working on not being so disgusted by the little things
But little things are
Signs of things to come
Im in the middle now
And
I feel like I’m kind of getting somewhere
After a conversation last night with one of my best guy friends
I THINK
I found my ending
I think…
if I can get it to match with where Im going with this story
its my ending….
What else…..
Entertained myself listening to a quite a bit of foolishness
QUITE A BIT
I just play my part…
Talked to some old “friends”
Discuss failed relationships, unhappiness
Blah fuckin blah
It’s the same ol same……
Coulda shoulda woulda
I’m over it
My friend asked if Im nervous that people closest to me and some not so close
read my blogs
She wanted to know if Im nervous that I am an open book
My response:
“I SEEM like an open book”
in the words of Buju Banton
“The Full has NEVER been told”
She wants me to meet her friend
He writes poetry
She sent him to this blog
He’s probably reading
“Hello”
((smiles at the computer))
Yall
Everyone at home text each other instead of picking up the phone
When in ROME do as the ROMANS do
so
I’ve been a texting fool this week
When I get back home to Charlotte
I refuse to communicate like that
Found out my crush that I told
NOBODY
about is a total
LOSER
I’m glad I didn’t take my friends
bad advice
and start approaching men first
Im sure the 3 mothers of his children wouldn’t like me approaching him either
Oh well……its all good
Crushes are fun
because
They stay in my mind
my heart
NEVER
Gets involved
Im excited about the New Year… I’ve already started
“cleaning out my closet”
METAPHORICALLY
I’ve been doing that for weeks now..
I know my home boy reads this so I just wanted to say
in a public place
Your theories about women and relationships
PISS ME OFF
But 71.3% of the time you are right…
I hate that
But I listen to you…
I’m working on not being so disgusted by the little things
But little things are
Signs of things to come
this time
I’m not ignoring signs….
P.S.
I HATE FOR PEOPLE TO TREAT ME LIKE A REGULAR CHICK
I’m not ignoring signs….
P.S.
I HATE FOR PEOPLE TO TREAT ME LIKE A REGULAR CHICK
Im NOT ONE and YOU and the people that know me best
recognize
that
will never change…..
will never change…..
When you were tipsy you admitted in front of all our friends
That in the philosphy I subscribe to most
That in the philosphy I subscribe to most
IM RIGHT!!!
Just thought I would publish that shit on the WORLD WIDE WEB
So you don’t get amnesia…
I also recorded it on my blackberry
(((((Laughs an Evil laugh)))))))
My friend “Q” sent me music that was heavenly
Lots and lots of new stuff that made my day
He just doesn’t understand how much easier he made my drive to KY
The one back to Charlotte will be great as well…
Just thought I would publish that shit on the WORLD WIDE WEB
So you don’t get amnesia…
I also recorded it on my blackberry
(((((Laughs an Evil laugh)))))))
My friend “Q” sent me music that was heavenly
Lots and lots of new stuff that made my day
He just doesn’t understand how much easier he made my drive to KY
The one back to Charlotte will be great as well…
thanks honey bun
My Holidays were great. I got everything I needed and more
Saw folks
Laughed myself silly
(remember I’m trying to laugh more)
My Holidays were great. I got everything I needed and more
Saw folks
Laughed myself silly
(remember I’m trying to laugh more)
I've really enjoyed eating my families food
lying in my mamas bed
listening to her laugh at the TV
and tripping because her laugh
sounds just like mine...
I gotta get back to writing this story...
but I just wanted to say Hey and I LOVE you to everyone
Happy Holidays
Be safe
and most importantly in 2010
STAY RELEVANT
Love yall
ShellZ
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