Brain Dump

I'm tired of

Zits on my chin
Low fat, and Zero calorie meals

Spanx

Sick of
People requiring so much

And giving
So little

Subliminal Facebook and Twitter messages

Beefs,
and
 listening to people who cant find it within themselves to

JUST
BE
HAPPY



I’m sick of being taxed so much on my check
And then only getting back 5% of what I was taxed



Sick of love songs on the radio
And not having anyone to associate the words with

I’m sick of being embarrassed of my smile

I’m tired of
Fake preachers, and holier than though people
Who are
DEVILS
Behind closed doors



Sick of
People disrespecting my President

And really really sick
Of my President
Not fighting back


I’m sick of being adored
But
Not
loved

Sick of working so hard
to find my way

I’m tired of
Pretending like I’m ok with being on reserve


I’m sick of all this stupid music I keep hearing on the radio
And don’t even get me started on how wack TV is now


I'm sick of Arrogance

And people thinking my kindness
Is a sign
Of weakness

I'm sick of bow ties
and over sized glasses
and
men wearing jeans that look like they are killing their future kids

Sick of forcing round things
to fit in
square spaces

and I am so tired
of being afraid

I'm sick of people calling my phone
who couldn't get it right
the first time around

I'm  Soooo over giving second, third and fourth chances

I'm sick of him looking at me
"in that way'
but choosing to love
someone else

Tired of being the GLUE

Maybe I should let some stuff fall apart

I'm sick of seeing my close friend being disrespected
and I'm sick of her
accepting it

I'm sick of accepting responsibility for my mess
and watching others
pretend they have no mess at all

Tired of Rap music

Give me Hip Hop

Sick of lacking consistency
tired of being in
3rd place

But in all of this

I know I'm a work in progress
I'm evolving
and It will get better

It always does......